I used to think that there was one perfect person out there for everybody, and then I met you. You are anything but perfect, infact most likely the opposite. I never thought I’d be as stupid to fall for a guy like you. My luck must be running out because somehow somewhere - I fell for you.

I miss knowing you were always there. i miss the security. i miss the stupid fights that either made us shut up until next time or somehow made us stronger. i miss holding your hand. i miss you holding back. i miss you not holding back. i miss your scruff. i miss those nights when we didn’t want to stop being with each other. i miss getting so pissed at something you would say or do & trying to deal with it on my own until you made me fess up. i miss surprising you. i miss being surprised by the glimpses of your humanity every now & then. i miss the look you’d get when i’d touch your cheek. i miss how you though you were so stealthy with your mood changes when you really can’t hide them from me. i miss how i always knew where i stood. i think i miss your hugs the most. i didn’t need them often, but now when i do, it sucks to know your not around to give them.